New Kimberly Blog: Beautiful Movements

IM NOT PERFECT

I would and will never claim to be perfect. I have my great days and I have my bad days. There are times I lay in bed at night and dissect the moments I wish I could change and then beat myself over beating myself up. I laugh, I cry, I get upset, and sometimes I even feel inferior to the world around me. But thankfully I have the knowledge and the tools that help bring balance into my life.

There are times when I am unsure of my actions or what I want or even how I feel. I bottled my feeling up throughout most my life and now I practice embracing a good cry when I need it. Laughter and learning to laugh at your self and not take yourself too seriously has become a constant healing medicine. I am often very critical of myself and coming to peace with never being perfect is something I do have to work at.

After a BM member so warmly and sweetly proposed that the BM family is here for me in times of need I felt the need to express the fact that I am just like you and actually do turn to Beautiful Movements when I need the pick me up. There is always work to be done in life and on my emotions. Every time I sit down to write a blog it’s like having a conversation with the inner me on paper, a sort of pep talk. My inner dialogue dissects my thoughts and the “advice” that is prominent in my blogs is very much for me as much as I hope it inspires you in your lives. Your comments are the strength along my journey and are extremely valuable in my life.

Balance is striving for the ration of give and receive in your life to be as close to 50/50 as possible. I may set the tone and lead the topic of positive change but my friends here are what bring it to life and makes gives it meaning and purpose. The constant support I get here inspires me to give more in my life. It’s a beautiful, respected, and faithful support system that matches the flow of life with the real simplicity of being present in the moment.

Every time I feel down or excited or tired I come here to listen and read comments and other’s blogs. At times I may be busy and I don’t always have the time to answer individual emails but I promise to always give as much as I can. Your support gives me so much strength and passion for life. I may not be perfect but I strive for balance through Beautiful Movements, people, books, and constant growth.