New Kimberly Blog: Beautiful Movements

A NEW DAY

As I step out into a new world I am smacked with an understanding of judgement and misunderstanding. When you speak truth and stick with honesty you still suffer consequences of how it is interpreted. All i can do is stay true to who I am and have faith that the positive message I carry is heard. My voice may be small but it is strong and will get louder as I push forward. I know in my heart that I speak from love and compassion. I have forgiveness and compassion for my past, I live it in my present and I strive for more of it in my future. This media game is a tough one that harps on negativity when in a brief conversation between two strangers I speak of happiness and gratitude. It's a new lesson on what will be a new life.

I have to believe that as long as I stay true to who I am and continue working towards my dreams and ambitions I will accomplish what I was put on earth to do. I walk on unstable ground and struggle to stay on my feet. As soon as negativity rips into my words and makes them sound like accusations and banter I have to find the ground again. I take a deep breath and hope that next time the negative news won't win and the truth of a journey will prevail. But for now I just have to trust in the path and hope for the future.

I am me. I have thoughts, I have feelings, I am ambitious and I love life. I love people and most of all I love to help and inspire the people around me. I dance, I sing, I write, I live feeling fullfilled because I am unafraid of change. I keep moving forward because it's what my gut says to do and it's what my heart is screaming it's in need of. I feel let down when I feel I have let others down. I don't think that talking badly about someone else is a way to build your own confidence. But depending on the perception of others I am sometimes the victim of just that.

This year is filled with hope and ambition. I'm working at bettering myself everyday. I have rekindled my daily love for expressing my gratitude for the people I love in life and for having something much bigger then myself to believe in. I'm thankful to have a dream, a purpose, and a place in life. As good as I know my heart is I know it can always love more and give more. As I continue forward into the dark world of media me lesson is to have a better understanding of what it stands for....$$$ Like Jay-Z once said as to me, "It's not about you. It's about a story and what they can write that will sell." I understand that now.

It's time to link my honest person with the twists and turns of the stories of the world. I chose this journey and so it is up to me to learn it, understand it, and make it work for me. I am grateful to everyone that has been in my life. For the lessons, the love, and the understanding of others. I am thankful to YOU for helping through this life that is so new to me and for listening and understanding with an open heart and mind. Buckle your Seatbelts cause I think we are in for a bumpy ride!!