zaterdag 23 januari 2010

New Kimberly Blog: Beautiful Movements

TIME TO GO

The sun will rise in the morning and set in the evening and it's up to us to figure out what we want to do with the time we are given. My life has been based around following my heart and seeing where it will take me. My journey has been one of pure passion. How to achieve my dreams never had an easy answer I just trusted if I put my mind to it I could figure it out.

When I arrived in LA and knew nobody I was filled with fear but the inner dialogue was telling me not to give up. I pushed myself to continue and whatever I needed to do to make it, I was ready and willing to do. Many hours of sweat, hard work, and practice became my life. As I went along I became the observer within my world of entertainment. I payed attention to everything the working dancers were doing to try and understand what I needed to do to succeed. When I needed another job in order to pay my bills I found one but I never lost site of my love for dance. I was determined to prove myself right.

I've been told No a million times in my life. I've been told that Im not pretty enough, Im not talented enough, that my boobs weren't big enough, that I wasn't "all american" enough, that I was too fat, too young, ... the list is neverending. I can't say it never hurt either. Every no I got gave me that much more drive to continue and I trusted that it would all work out. I remember times when small club gigs were my goals. But of course as I grew the want grew even more. I continued to face the slamming doors in my face and find my way.

The law of attraction is a simple law of believing in yourself. We continually fill our heads with negativity when whats needed is love for ourselves and those around us. When morning comes it's up to us to pop out of bed with ambition and excitement. It's up to us to believe that what we want can be achieved and it's up to us to get up and go after the unknown. Our dreams will remain dreams unless we take it upon ourselves to chase them down. When times of doubt squeeze into our positive space simply let it go. If you don't believe in yourself then who will? Be the captain of your own ship.

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